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Log 002 | Butt why? | audio un: NINES
[ He's done his reading. He's lurked around the Red Light district for answers. 9S has seen a lot recently, but he still doesn't know. It's an itch in his mind waiting for a good scratch, but observation and research hasn't quite done the trick. He's got the basics down, he thinks, but it still seems a little too personal to test the waters himself. Being physical with someone like that? He may as well give a stranger his personal decryption codes. He's made friends here and most people aren't so bad, but the vulnerability still bothers him.
9S is more than a little exasperated with wondering. The world, especially a new one like this, is full of so much else yet there's so much focus on that one activity. ]
Why are humans so obsessed with sex? Aren't there more interesting things to do?
[ Phrasing it like that might ease the "why are you so weird?" "i'm an android" part of a conversation, he thinks, but 9S realizes it's strange enough that people will be confused regardless. This was a terrible idea. Where's the delete function on this thing, anyway?
Sigh.]
At least it's not war, I guess.
[ Always a positive. ]
9S is more than a little exasperated with wondering. The world, especially a new one like this, is full of so much else yet there's so much focus on that one activity. ]
Why are humans so obsessed with sex? Aren't there more interesting things to do?
[ Phrasing it like that might ease the "why are you so weird?" "i'm an android" part of a conversation, he thinks, but 9S realizes it's strange enough that people will be confused regardless. This was a terrible idea. Where's the delete function on this thing, anyway?
Sigh.]
At least it's not war, I guess.
[ Always a positive. ]
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[ There were perks, to be fair. Working together to stop a common enemy, the feeling of joy after successfully completing a difficult mission, the sense of belonging... Knowing the truth, it all feels hollow now. ]
I don't miss it.
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[Something beautiful...it's true enough, his honest feelings. And whilst of course there is more to it than that, the shape of his concerns and fears and regrets are hazy and indistinct and nothing he could put into words without it sounding like treachery and to the end, he is a loyal dog. As such, he doesn't try.]
It was familiar, at any rate. Unlike any of this.
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[ He doesn't entirely disagree. There was something poignant about it, once upon a time, but the war he knew turned out to be meaningless. He doesn't know what to think about it anymore, and he's glad not to. ]
I get what you mean. War is what I know best, but the change in this place... I don't mind it.
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[It's largely how he finds it. It's not a terrible thing, having free time or the space to make decisions for himself. It's only that he feels...lost, unsure of himself. It's unprecedented, and he doesn't know how to feel or behave.]