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Twenty-two. [She can sound certain if he doesn't. She knows his mind is a mess, and there's no reason for him to work himself up over this. They have a date, even if it's wrong, and they have an age, even if that might not be right, either.]

In honor of your missed name day, we'll have a good time. I promise. [Perhaps the riskiest of promises she's made yet.]

...Thank you.

[ For sounding certain when he doesn't, and for promising him a good name day. Even if it isn't really is name day. ]

[Claire's birthday comes and goes, but truthfully, she's more excited about the day following. It's early in the morning when she packs up for a day at the beach (more like sitting in the sand on a blanket with some snacks), and leads Theon to the train that takes them to the cove. The sea never fails to remind her of Percy, above all else, but she says nothing of the boy as they pick their way down across the sand. It's colder these days, and so the beach is mostly abandoned. Most people would prefer to stroll along the pier or be somewhere that the mist can't chill them, and the water is too cold for swimming, but Claire doesn't seem to mind it at all. Boston and Scotland have made her used to numbing cold.

Once there's a a blanket unfurled and the simplest of picnic baskets set down, she promises a walk. But first--]

Close your eyes and put out your hands. It's a birthday tradition.

[Birthdays don't really matter. Not in the grand scheme of things, but to her, this is important. For a boy that's longed for some sort of belonging, who always expects the rug to be pulled out from beneath him, she imagines it must be nice to be celebrated. Even if it's not his actual name day. Even if it's just her. Theon being Theon is reason enough for Claire.]

[ Theon doesn’t mind the chilly weather either. Pyke had been cold, but Winterfell had been colder, and the kennels and dungeons of the Dreadfort had been the coldest of them all. He’s well acclimated, and he hardly even bats an eye as the cold wind rips through his hair.

He helps Claire with the blanket, but his eyes continue to be drawn to the cove, reminded of the few days he got to spend here with his sister. He hadn’t realized just how much he missed her until he saw the water. It may, in fact, be the one thing that binds them together, save for Balon’s blood. ]

Stupid tradition.

[ He smirks in jest, though, and does as he’s told with only the slightest hesitation. He’s still wearing Robb’s gloves. He thinks it’s safe enough now. Robb never seemed to notice. ]

Oh, shut up. I'm trying to do something sentimental here, Theon. [She huffs, though she's clearly far from upset.] You're lucky I'm not singing the song that goes with this.

[A threat. He's been in a better mood since he's gotten his teeth. She's noticed. And because of it, she's been in a good mood, and she doesn't worry so much about him being afraid of her anymore. He's more himself. So, she's a little less careful, a little more playful.

She rummages in the picnic basket and pulls out the most delicately wrapped cupcake that she was very careful did not get smashed on the journey over. Pretty, but mostly plain, because she'd rather not cut the day short because of his poor stomach. Just because he has a set of fake teeth doesn't mean his body is back to normal. The cupcakes goes into the palm of the hand with the most fingers. In the other hand goes a small velvet pouch from her pocket. Inside is a golden medallion with a simple T engraved upon it. No sigils. No words. Just his initial.

Fergus once had a medallion of saint Dismas. The Good Thief. Claire's hardly religious and there are too many patron saints for her to ever choose one for Theon, and so she settled on something simple, with her good will in mind rather than any representatives of lost things.]

There. You may open your eyes, now.

Seven hells, there’s a song?

[ He huff out a soft laugh. He truly is in a far better mood than he has been in months. Who would have known that new teeth would help so much? He can eat without pain now, and he even chances the occasional smile, but he’s still hesitant. That can be pinned more on his learned behavior than anything else, however.

He’s surprised to have not one, but two gifts placed into his hands. Furrowing his eyebrows, he places the tiny cake onto the blanket to fumble with the velvet pouch. He needs all the fingers he can get when it comes to that sort of thing.

He hasn’t paid the iron price for the medallion, but he hasn’t paid the iron price in quite some time and Balon is dead. What does it matter anymore? It’s lucky, he thinks, that Theon and Reek don’t begin with the same letter, but you have to remember your name. It’s such a struggle, and it’s so easy to forget even though it shouldn’t be. ]

I didn’t get you anything for your name da—for your birthday.

Don't. You're going to make me want to sing it.

[And he's been through enough torture for one lifetime. Too soon for that sort of joke, however, so Claire just watches him with a fond smile. The chain of the medallion is long enough to not need to be opened to put on--forethought on Claire's part. It's something easily hidden beneath clothes. Nothing grand. Just simple, but something from her that isn't clothes or teeth.]

You never needed to get me anything.

[The gift is that occasional smile, and seeing him seem to enjoy himself a little more than he once did. He probably never thought he'd get to where he is now.

Hell, a part of Claire didn't think so, either.]

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Don’t.

[ He huffs. He does not need to be sung to. He’s miserable enough on most days as it is, and this is his stand-in name day.

He holds the medallion between the fingers of his good hand, not allowing it to slip through as he observes it. It’s a gift that would be taken from him immediately if Ramsay were here…

But Ramsay isn’t here, he reminds himself immediately. Don’t spoil the day.

He slides the medallion over his head and tucks it beneath his shirt. It’s a reminder he may need in the future, and he suspects that’s why Claire gave it to him rather than something bearing his sigil. ]

You give me things all the time. It doesn’t seem to be an even trade.

I don't give you things expecting something in return. I give you things because I think you'd like them, or thst they suit you.

[Or because he hasn't been spoiled by a parent before.]

[ He does tend to like the things Claire likes him. In fact, he can’t say he hasn’t liked a single thing that Claire’s gotten him. She seems to understand the type of things he likes to wear—and that he enjoys wearing nice things to begin with.

It still seems wrong, though. Claire’s birthday has come and gone, and Theon couldn’t think of anything to give her as a gift. He still can’t. There’s nothing that could possibly repay what he’s done for him.

So instead, he just glances around the beach, making certain that they’re the only ones present, and he hugs her. She seems to like when he does that. ]

Thank you.

[She does like it when he chooses to hug her of his own free will, and especially so when they're not in some state of crisis. This might actually be the first joyous hug they've shared, and there's a small, startled laugh from her before she returns it. He's still thin, but no longer does she feel like too tight a squeeze might break his ribs.]

This is the best gift you could have given me.

[A hug. Material things can be lost, taken, but she won't ever forget moments like these.]

You're very welcome, my love.

[She lets him go, not wanting to embarrass him in case someone wandered down onto the beach. Because she saw that he most definitely checked. He really is like a teenager, sometimes.]

I really do need to stop spoiling you with gifts. Had a bloody hell of a time figuring out something for today.

[Except she won't stop with the occasional gift of a coat or an embroidered shirt if she happens to see one he'd like.]

[ He’s not an affectionate man. Everything and everyone in his life has taught him not to be, but he’s been denied a mother figure for so long that he really can’t help himself. Even if he is embarrassed by the idea sometimes, he doesn’t loathe it.

He doesn’t believe it’s the best gift he could give her, but he doesn’t say otherwise, especially when he likes material things. ]

Why would you do something like that?

[ Another vague smirk. He may have the title of “prince”, but he hasn’t ever been properly spoiled like one. ]

[Theon's rather obvious when he dislikes something. He might not seek out the affection, but he's grown much more receptive to it. A good thing in her books. He's spent so long without a doting parent that it's fallen to her to make up for it and it's all so much easier when he simply accepts it.]

You're right. That's ridiculous, isn't it?

[Called her bluff. Claire grins, hugging her knees to her chest. They're actually having a good time.]

[ He nods in agreement and shifts his gaze back to the water. For once, his mood doesn’t instantly darken, but he does seem contemplative. ]

I haven’t been here in a long time. Not since before my sister returned to stasis.

[ Literally that long. All Starks had still been present, and Ramsay hadn't been a thought in anyone's mind--except Asha's. She had known. Theon hadn't. ]

She wanted to build a boat. That way, we didn't have to live in Olympia or Wyver. We could just live between, and not with anyone else.

Is that still a tempting idea? I hear living with others, especially in Olympia, is rather awful.

[Claire does know the things Theon likes. Fine clothing, dogs. Archery, when he had the fingers for it. She wonders if there's something in the blood that would make him drawn to the sea--or if it was simply assumed, because he's a Greyjoy.]

I don't make it a habit of coming here. [She had her fill of the sea and beaches while searching for young Ian.] Just now and then. Don't know why I didn't think to take you with me until now.

[Obvious enough: he wasn't in a good enough place, in her mind, to properly enjoy it.]

Sometimes.

[ He may be less of a typical ironborn than his sister, but the sea is still in his blood. He always yearned for it when he was inland, telling himself that he would return to it someday. He always lied to himself. He never truly believed he would; not until Robb sent him back.

But Asha knows sailing better than he ever will. The things he learned, he learned as a child. This isn’t something he can do on his own. All he can do is sit on the shore and watch the waves, and while that not be good enough on some days, it’s enough for him in this moment. ]

You didn’t think to bring me because you thought I would throw myself in.

[ Blunt, but true. There are still days where he could do it. He's better than he was, but some wounds are too deep to heal. ]

[Claire picks up the cupcake, deciding that it might take more fingers than he has to unwrap it without dropping it or making a mess. That, and maybe she wants to try it, too. She nods along with what he says--well, he's not wrong, and she doesn't lie to him.]

You weighed less then, but you'd still be a pain to drag out.

[With the expectation that he'll want it, Claire balances the cupcake on her palm and holds it out for him. Maybe next year she'll do a real cake, with candles. And singing.

Assuming they're both awake, that is.]

Do boys that grow up in Winterfell know how to swim?

[ Theon isn’t terribly motivated by food. He’d grown so used to starvation and to the pain in his teeth, he’s almost forgotten how to enjoy food and simply eats more out of necessity than anything else. But Claire went through the effort, and the cake is small, so he takes it from her and nibbles away at it hesitantly.

He doesn’t comment on the first statement. He wouldn’t have wanted to be dragged out at all. That’s the thing about him and how his mind works on some days. It goes to dark places, and sometimes he can’t escape those places for days. ]

There were pools in the godswood, but they were shallow and calm. I guarantee you if I pushed Robb Stark into the sea, I’d have to rescue him immediately afterwards.

[ Is it really a terrible thought, though? Might make up for things. Or not, because Theon would be making himself as the villain just to paint himself as the hero. ]

Let's not.

[Too soon, Theon. Too soon. Claire's quick to carry on:]

Your proper name day is closer to summer, here. [Because his proper name day is the one she made up for him.] Next time, we'll go swimming.

[ He glowers, slightly peeved that Claire won’t let him continue. He obviously means no harm. Cruel, dark japes are just one way he expresses himself, and Ramsay had taken that from him for a time. He doesn’t continue, though. His expression is enough to voice his displeasure at being cut off. ]

My last name day was in autumn.

[ The last name day he can recall, at least. But seasons are different in Westeros, longer and not always consistent. ]

I'm used to the cold.

[Oh, that look. Claire bites back a sigh. She promised him a good day, and no good can come of him looking like she's gone out of her way to slight him. So, after he speaks, she musters up her manners.]

I'm sorry. About the pools--you were saying? I only asked because I wanted to make sure you could swim. I don't know if it's something you learned as a child before you were taken to Winterfell.

[See? Someone cares about being polite. She has to set the example, after all.]

Ironborn are born knowing how to swim.

[ He makes it sound like more than it is, but it’s hardly a lie. You learn to swim quickly on the Iron Islands. The seas are turbulent and the winds are rough. Those who don’t learn simply don’t survive. With brothers as terrible as Maron and Rodrik, Theon certainly wouldn’t have made it after being thrown into the sea for the first time if he weren’t a good swimmer. ]

When a child is born on the Iron Islands, he’s given to the Drowned God. It happens before his first name day. Sometimes before he even has a name at all. Then, the priests bring him back.

[ It's a rough place. Truly, it is. ]

[Drowning babies. Lovely. Claire likes to think herself an open minded woman, but there are some things she can't find a way accept. This conversation is drifting dangerously close to things that could dampen the day, and so Claire corrects the course instead of voicing her displeasure.]

Tell me something I don't know about you, Theon.

[She knows some things about his Drowned God, about the Ironborn. Parts of him. And she knows more of his story than anyone else awake in this land. But surely there's something.]

[ The Iron Islands are a hard place to live. It’s no wonder Theon didn’t feel particularly welcomed when he returned home. ]

You know everything about me.

[ He’s sure of that, even though she really doesn’t. She simply knows more about him than anyone else does. ]

Then ask me something.

[She might always be troubled by the day he pointed out he knew Ramsay better than her. She's tried to be better, in her own little ways, but she still knows far more about him.]

You see, the game is that we take turns asking one another questions. I was going easy on you that turn by letting you volunteer something.

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