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Enjolras; ([personal profile] idealisme) wrote in [community profile] elnysa2018-09-06 02:44 pm

video, un: revolution

What would you die for?


[There's no preamble. Enjolras is not in the mood to set the scene. He's been thinking and gotten nowhere so he wants the input of others. Over his shoulder it's apparent his room a shambles, a young man living alone with his mind on things other than housekeeping.]

For myself there's a cause that I've given all my life to. It's the highest ideal I can imagine. I know that is not a usual thing. Life is precious; until I woke up here I'd have said that death precluded any second chances at it. But that's beside the point.

I ask because I thought I others shared my opinions. It is rational to give your life only for the most important ideal. Sacrificing yourself for just anything- to get any item or even for another person... [His lips pinch together in thought, his eyes look distant for a moment.] I have not been able to reconcile it.

[A quick sigh escapes him, frustrated.]

I would appreciate your sincere answers and insights. Thank you.
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-07 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Kagari laughs; it's not a particularly nice sound, almost pitying in quality.]

That's like asking me if I'd have hopped on a dragon out to Narnia if I could. It's a fairytale, dude.

[He shakes his head.]

These thugs, they found a way to beat the system, you know? It didn't lead to some kind of happily-ever-after utopia. There were riots in the streets. So-called "wholesome citizens" tearing each other apart like animals, just because they were handed a means to get away with it.

Just because you think the world is a good and kind place doesn't mean that's reality for most people.
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-08 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a pause on Kagari's end. He's too cynical and bitter about the world and people in general to believe that, but it's not like he hasn't seen that kind of sentiment before. Akane felt that way, and he always assumed it was because she had such a perfect psycho-pass, allowing her to life a comfortable and happy life. But even after shit went bad, she still cared. It was weird. He never really understood her, much as he would've defended her with his life.

Despite himself, he asks:]


Why?
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-08 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[What good is the world, really. Kagari doesn't say it.]

I don't mean why do you want things to be better. I mean, what makes you think you can fix the world? Or that anyone can, really.
Edited 2018-09-08 05:18 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-08 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Hah. How do you know what it's like in those other places? Have you been there? Japan's supposed to be the perfect society. That's what they always claimed, and before the Storm, there were a ton of refugees from the wars outside who wanted in.

[He sighs. Enjolras always sounds like he's chasing some unreachable dream to give himself a reason to live. As far as he sees it, the truth is that nothing you do really matters in the end. You'll rot in the ground like everyone else and people will forget in a century at best.]

People in general are shitty and selfish. You might be genuine about it, might even find a couple people who feel the same as you--but a whole government? It's not going to happen. Not long term.
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-08 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't say anything about good or evil, dude. Just that people are selfish. And "should" doesn't matter to selfish people.

[Kagari should know, he thinks, being pretty selfish himself. He chuckles softly, a little bitterly.]

Besides, what's the "good of the country" even mean? Plenty of shitty stuff gets done for the so-called greater good. Hell, the average person in Japan's just fine with what happens to people like me. Trash oughta be thrown away, y'know?
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-10 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a moment -- a brief little jump in his stomach, where he can't help but think about how strange it is for a person he doesn't even think likes him to jump to his defense like this.

...He tries not to linger on it. Flippantly:]


Even though I'm a heartless bastard that doesn't get all hot and bothered at the very thought of a monarchy?
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-15 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
[It's the second time he's heard this idea of people being born free. Kagari wonders what it might have been like, living in that kind of world. Would he still have been dangerous, like Sybil had said? Would he have turned out the way he is now? It's too frightening a thought to dwell on, the idea that he might have suffered for nothing.]

Sounds like a nice fantasy, dude.

[And yet there's a bitter taste in his mouth about it. Not so much about freedom, or even equality (pipe dream as that sounds to him), but the idea that this guy believed it, and then he died. The world chews up and spits out people like him, ultimately. Akane joined the MWPSB in order to learn the "purpose of her existence" because she'd been marked as uniquely qualified to offer her services there, and ended up watching her friend get murdered.]

But most people are gonna be selfish, ultimately. They'll wanna keep themselves safe rather than take care of everyone. Sooner or later, someone'll come up with a reason for some people not to really count as people, and then those "rights" will be out the window.
Edited (wanted to add some stuff) 2018-09-15 17:32 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hedonistic 2018-09-20 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Poor Enjolras getting his French freedom party rained on .....]

Heh, Japan has one of those too. It's a nice thought, and all, but the whole thing's a sham since Sybil picks the politicians anyway.

[He s h r u g s.]

The law's only as good as the people enforcing it, right?