I had a sachet in my pocket when -- [His own smile wobbles a little and he clears his throat, starting again]

I mean to say, I woke up with them. I carry all sorts of things in my pockets, so I had some useful things upon waking. But I have a job now, and likely shouldn't indulge. I really shouldn't keep it around the house, at all. One never knows when temptation might strike!